Joelle, our newest runner, shares more on her background, how she’s preparing for race day, and challenges she’s facing.
Hi! I’m Joelle Dann. I’m a 43 year old single mother of three. My oldest daughter, Dakota, is running the full marathon this year and also participating in this UPMC feature. I started running after I graduated with my MBA last May. I watched my daughter and sister finish the UPMC Health Plan Pittsburgh half marathon last year, and I wanted to experience what it would be like to cross the finish line as well.
Eight years ago, I weighed over 300 pounds. Gastric bypass helped me lose the weight, but it didn’t motivate me to become active as I thought it would. I said if I lost the weight, I wanted to run a marathon. I guess I figured to do this; I just needed to be skinny. Obviously, I had no idea what a commitment and lifestyle change running was. I lost over half my body size, but I couldn’t run a half mile, even if LL Cool J was in front of me daring me to catch him (Yes, I am a huge fan). Last February, I signed up for the Cupid’s Undie Run in Pittsburgh. I thought, running in my underwear in winter while raising money for the Children’s Tumor Foundation would inspire me to run. My sister, who was training for the half, sent me a training to schedule to be able to run a mile in eight weeks. Yes, a mile in eight weeks. Guess what, I couldn’t even do that. I walked the darn mile with a friend. After watching my daughter and sister finish the half marathon, I promised myself no more quitting. It was time to get serious about the marathons on my bucket list.
I started my training last May with the Active App, Couch to 5k with a childhood friend who was also running for the first time. We used to panic when we had to run 8 minutes straight, but we both did it. Nine weeks later, we ran our first 5k in Greensburg on July 4th. I was so excited I ran, slowly, but I didn’t walk, I ran the entire 5k. My finish time was 55 minutes. I am by no means fast, but I ran and I didn’t quit. I ran several other 5ks before beginning training for a 10k in September. I became addicted to running. I hated my rest days. I mean I hated running, but I loved the way I felt after I completed my run. I finished the Greensburg 10k, dead last, 1 ½ hours later, but I finished. I was so slow, they gave me a half marathon medal, as they thought I ran the half which was running simultaneously as the 10k. I returned the medal and said I will accept it when I earn it.
Since that run, I have only attempted one other 5k, to which a hip injury forced me to walk the last mile. I still had this dream of running a half and someday a full. I signed up for the Pittsburgh half during a long road trip with my boyfriend. He was driving and I was playing on my phone, bored. After I registered, I started bawling like a baby. Thank God my boyfriend is supportive! What did I just do? I hated running. I love getting ready for a run and I loved the feeling I got after completing a run, but still hated the actual running. I just registered to run 13.1 miles and I couldn’t even finish my last 5k. Clearly I have lost my mind.
I started training a few weeks ago for the half. My dear friend Ryann, who has ran several halves before, also has registered to run and agreed to be my training partner. We found a 16-week plan online. It looked simple. It started with two, 2-mile runs and then a longer 3-mile run on Saturday. Somehow, I figured I could just run two miles easily, since I did a 10k four months prior. Wrong! I’m struggling. I can’t get motivated. I am psyching myself out each time I try to run. Sometimes I can do a mile and sometimes I can’t even do that. I mean, I know my body can do more, but my head is saying, OMG, you hate this, just stop and walk; so I do. I hate that my head keeps winning. Quitting and failure is not an option for me. I am getting a lot of advice from fellow runners. The problem is; I need advice on how to get my running mojo back.
My biggest hurdle is; how do I motivate myself. This half marathon is going to come whether I train or not. I know that. How do I get the energy to run and the motivation to train again? I hate treadmills and I hate the cold. Both of these are easy excuses I use during run days. Should I force myself to run first thing, or do I run in the evening when I seem to have more free time? I desperately am looking for any advice that helps me rekindle my run mojo! I would also like some tips on how to pick up speed. I would like to finish the half when it’s still daylight out!
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